줄 긋기

줄 긋기 
10년이 지나서 
그 시집을 펼치니 책의 곳곳에 
밑줄이 그어져 있다 
어떤 이는 노란 색연필로 
끊길 듯 흐리게 밑줄을 치고 
내가 아는 어떤 이는 
자를 대고 반듯하게 줄을 긋는데 
어떤 은밀한 문장과 낱말 아래 
내 몸은 깊숙히 
숨어들었던 것일까 
지난 10년 들쭉날쭉 
밑줄 그인 곳 
훑으며 행간을 건너가 보는데 
갑자기 천둥 번개 동반한 
폭우가 쏟아지네 
그래도 실내는 여전히 무더워 
계속 돌고 있는 선풍기 바람 
그 바람이 콘택트 렌즈를 낀 
내 눈의 시력을 말려 
그만 책장을 빠져나가고 싶은데 
앞장엔 연필로 
뒷장에는 색연필로 
함부로 밑줄 그인 내 삶의 안과 밖
-백미혜-

 How Do I Stop Loving You / Rene Froger
I'm trying so hard to forget you
and leave the life we had behind
There are times i feel the day has come
I've chased you from my mind
But I'm afraid there always something
That sets me back and makes me see
you're more than just a memory in the past
You're still a part of me
So how do I stop loving you
Forget things that we use to do
Forget all the dreams that we've shared
And how my life was knowing you cared
Why do I end up where I start
each time I try
Just tell me how I can forget
So I can say goodbye
I'm tired of all the lonely evening
And all the many times I've cried
And tired of wondering what I might have done
To keep you by my side
And reaching out across your pillow
I start remembering your gone
And though I know that we can never be
The pain in me goes on
So how do I stop loving you
Forget things that we use to do
Forget all the dreams that we've shared
And how my life was knowing you cared
Why do i end up where I start
each time I try
Just tell me how I can forget
So how do I stop loving you
Please tell me why
I fine it so hard to forget
And hard to say goodbye .....Hum~~~
~~For My The Firtst, The Last Lover